Music is my hot, hot sex

From all the drugs the one I like more is music
From all the junks the one I need more is music
From all the boys the one I take home is music
From all the ladies the one I kiss is music (muah!)

Music is my boyfriend
Music is my girlfriend
Music is my dead end
Music is my imaginary friend
Music is my brother
Music is my great-grand-daughter
Music is my sister
Music is my favorite mistress

From all the shit the one I gotta buy is music
From all the jobs the one I choose is music
From all the drinks, I get drunk off music
From all the bitches the one I wanna be is music

Music is my beach house
Music is my hometown
Music is my king-size bed
Music's where I make my friends
Music is my hot hot bath
Music is my hot hot sex
Music is my back rub
My music is where I'd like you to touch...

theres a whole other portuguese part to this song but I don't know the lyrics to it, I just think this is a great song so you should download it and listen to it on repeat for at least 3 hours...k?

It's by the band CSS, the name of it is Music is my hot, hot sex...k do it. thanks bye.

Wal*Mart

This is why you SHOULD NOT shop at Wal*Mart....so don't unless you're a horrible human being who cares nothing about human rights...k

http://www.bloggingstocks.com/2008/10/13/the-wal-mart-weekly-retailer-accused-of-sweatshop-conditions-in/?icid=100214839x1210813508x1200703796

Hazey Morning Thoughts

Ok so I googled Hayden Panettiere yesterday looking for her "Don't Vote" commercial with Jessica Alba....and I found out that she has a singing career.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rs1dpx1vkS8 ...this is the video for her song "Wake Up Call" it's like pop-reggae-ish kinda stuff...it's alright.

I always thought Ms. Panettiere was a wholesome girl but she gets pretty skanky in this video, I mean no where near Britney Spears or Jessica simpson skanky but close...:)

Also on that note she could do anything to herself and she would always look good, she's just like perfection in the body of a 20 something year old girl. :)

Ok thats enough about Hayden Panettiere....oh and at the end of the video when she has the brown wig on with the hooded sweatshirt...does she not look exactly like Ashlee Simpson?

Ok now really that's enough....

So the presidential debate at Hofstra is tommorow night...I think a bunch of people should get together and do something crazy...make our voices heard...you know?

My idea was to speed toward Hofstra with american flags all over my car that said assassinate mccain on them...but I was informed that I would probably get no where near Hofstra...and the secret service would probably drive me off the road and shoot me soooo...nix that idea...but if you have any fun ideas, I'm totally down to do it!!!!!

So the stock market is back up...for now, at least they're putting money directly into the banks now instead of the stock market...see sometimes jackasses learn from their mistakes.

Sometimes.

Oh by the way http://factcheck.org is a wonderful website...

If you want to find out what's actually going on with the candidates and the economy and all that but you're tired of hearing it from unreliable resources go to that website. INFORM YOURSELF! PLEASE!

So yeah that's that and I'm gonna be happy and live my life the way I see fit, and there is absolutely nothing that you can do to get in my way. :)

Peace and Love
S. :)

what?

I have this talent
that no one can know about
It's really quite interesting
maybe one day you'll find out...

so yeah the leaves outside are changing colors now, they probably have been for a little while but, I just noticed. The ones outside my window are a pretty reddish-orangey color...it's nice.

I need some food. k bye

dear

You don't really have to read this whole first part if you don't want to it's irrelevant to everyone...k





dear, :(

You have let me down numberable times. You lie to your family, you lie to your friends, and you even lie to yourself. You're probably the most indecisive hypocritical person I know. At a glance you may look warm, caring, even trustworthy, but deep down you really couldn't care less if you tried. You're confusing.
Lazy.
Self loathing.
Manipulitive.
You never let yourself trust ANYONE, but for whatever reason everyone trusts you.
You're terrified of getting close to anyone who might understand you, so you don't.
You are horribly passive aggressive, which may or may not be a good thing.
Oh and very little motivation...can't forget that.
You are all of these things, and you should work on these things.

But you are a decent, loving, thoughtful human being.
I love you.
You rock.

From, :)




Ok well today was interesting, I really can't take this monotony anymore.

Something has to happen.

Anything has to happen.

Please?

Many people bought McCain coffee cups this morning, it was disheartening.

Ok well I just checked the website that tells you the results of the whole coffee cup thing...

http://www.7-election.com/ ...if you care.

Out of the 27 states that have results right now McCain is winning in 5!! So WOO!!!
GO OBAMA!

Oh and I fuckin' broke the charger to my computer again...so any minute now it may die.
I really hope I don't have to go buy another $100 charger...but I probably will because that's just the way things seem to be going lately. :)

Whatever I'm done, because I gotta check other shit before my computer dies.
Peace and Love.

Oct 1

So it's fuckin' October already...what the christ?? What happened to September? what happened to August for that matter? People say time flys when you're having fun...I think it flies even faster when life becomes montonous. I have been doing the same thing (for the most part) every day for a year now....EW!

It's sickening!

I want to vomit!!

Anywayyyy...so 7-11 (my dear employers) thinks that it is a good idea to sell political coffee cups.

Obama-Blue
McCain-Red (of course)

They are selling these cups as a means of counting people's votes. I don't know...I just don't think it's a great idea to get political early in the morning before anyone has had their coffee, you know?

I am however pleased to announce that while I was working my shift more people bought Obama cups, which gave me hope that he could actually win this election!!

And when people bought McCain cups it just made me hate them a little more than I already had...

Speaking of politics the vice presidential debate is on tomorrow night...I'm excited!! Biden vs. Palin!! Oh man!! I really just want to hear both of them say what they have to say and what they're about, because I haven't really heard many important things about them yet. Especially Biden. Sarah Palin is everywhere now because she's "cramming" all the information she needs to know in her head before the debate, and of course she is being made fun of for it.

Whatever she deserves it.

We all go to alaska when we die. :)

All I know is that all around the nation the girls are crying and the boys are masturbating. :)

ok sorry that's enough amandapalmerdresdendollsness.

I've kind of been on a cleaning kick lately, I washed my car recently...which was desperately needed. I actually washed it twice because it still looked dirty after the first time. Yesterday I cleaned my room which was mad dusty, which in turn made me mad dusty. :/

I hate dust. It comes from no where, and makes me sneeze. But I did not use pledge, which I was later informed would keep the dust away for a longer period of time. Now i know. Watch out bitches!

What else? This morning I cleaned Pequito, Sweater, and Sarabi (I think that's what we decided) her name was) that was nasty...hot water works wonders.

This coffee is delicious.

I keep forgetting things I mean to say on here...I think I'm going to start writing everything i need to remember on post-it's.

Peave and Love.

So many ideas

I haven't written in a while, i have so many ideas to write about, but of course not one of them i can think of right now. So I'm watching tyra and she's talking about Katy Perry and bisexuality, and she starts talking to the one straight guy in the audience and he started hitting on her. I don't know I thought it was funny, like Tyra Banks is going to give some little guido new yorker the time of day...ok.

One day I'm going to put a bunch of really good quotes on this thing, because I thought about it before, and now I'm just being lazy and don't really feel like doing it.

I also realized recently that every single person in this world is unique, maybe not in a fashion\style kind of way, but it terms of how people think, I'm convinced everyone thinks differently. Everyone should embrace the differences in other people!!

I've completely lost my train of thought so I'm done with this for now, I'll probably do this again at like two in the morning...ok peace and love :)

Maybe it's just me...

So I'm all fucked up because I just got off work and it's like one o'clock and on Saturdays I'm usually there until eight. So now I keep thinking it's Sunday...fuck! whatever. So I was driving around after work listening to music for a little while and I couldn't help but notice the myriad garage sales that were going on...:) It got me thinking too much, but only because I passed about eight to ten garage sales in the span of a half an hour.



How does everyone know when to have a garage sale?

Is it "national garage sale day?"

Or do all of these cracked out suburban housewives have a strategic "phone tree" in the works...they've probably been planning for months...

Snorting lines off of old rocking horses and records....think about it. you know it's true.



A kid's car wash was also passed on my voyage...they looked really happy when they saw my car, being that it is pretty dirty, and I guess they assumed I was going to their car wash but I got kind of offended and just blasted my music and drove on by.



A.D.D. to me means you don't have to ask me why now....:)



So I just looked up at the television and Pierce Brosnans face is there...it startled me not he's and ugly man or anything he's just harsh...yeahhhh so and he was handcuffed to an asian woman, whom I thought was Lucy Liu, but I don't think it was...


So someone should give me a massage or like crack my back, neck, etc...
pleeeeeaseeee!!!!!!!!!!! Everything hurts...

And mad props to Amanda Palmer for just being an all around crazy awesome inspirational person....so watch this video...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W7QSvnoqKs

Crave...

I really don't know why I'm doing this, especially so early, I should just go back to sleep. But whatever. So over the weekend was my birthday...which means a year has past...which means I'm just one more year closer to dying...:) I think I'm starting to realize that people never really change, self included. So you know the feeling of wanting something for so long, maybe even dreaming about it every once and a while? But then FINALLY you get a taste of what you really wanted only to realize that you only got half of what you wanted. For example say you just really really really needed a bacon cheeseburger, you've been thinking about how much you want this bacon cheeseburger for like months.ok. So then someone comes along, knowing you want a bacon cheeseburger, and hands you just a regular cheeseburger. And you know what you eat it, why?, because you're fucking hungry!!! But after eating the cheeseburger it leaves you feeling empty inside because there was no goddamn bacon. I just want MY goddamn bacon!! WHY CAN'T I HAVE MY BACON!??!!!?? Ok so that might've been a horrible analogy but hopefully the point was made, I'm just upset because things didn't go how I'd hoped.

Oh and another thing, don't stop the party before everybody gets there...;) Thanks.

Ok I've lost the attention apan it takes for this but i'll probably return later...
peace and love to all.

Music

Incessant: Continuing without interruption; ceaseless; unending.

Lately everywhere I've been going or whenever I happen to turn on the television I always hear one song...and it's driving me crazy. It's been going on a loop in my head now for at least a week and a half, and that song would be "When I Grow Up" by The Pussycat Dolls. It's fucking everywhere, it's on every commercial for every product, every tv show advertisement, and every radio station. At first I really hated the song cause it's just so generic, but then it gets stuck in your head so you learn the words...which kind of made me hate it a little more...but then one day you realize you've been humming the song for hours in your head and you just have to hear it so you can move on and go about your life. :) Of course now that I'm thinking about it again it's stuck in my head...I dont really know what I'm trying to get at but that song should just go away. Music in general needs to go in a completely different direction, maybe not completely different, but the people who are getting famous really shouldn't be. People stopped caring about the music aspect of things and just cared about making money......TIMBALAND! (cough cough) If you cared about the music you wouldn't be producing everyone's music and especially wouldn't be making everyone sound the same...:) Katy Perry too....expoiting sexual preferance to skyrocket to fame....whore? Now don't get me wrong most of the things I've listed I've purchased on iTunes, but I'm just saying there are better artists out there that should be getting played. Such as Ani DiFranco, Adele, Tech N9ne, The Veronicas, Gogol Bordello, Devendra Banhart, Cat Power, M.I.A., The Dresden Dolls, Duffy, Feist, Spank Rock, etc... so yes this is my opinion now fucking do something about people!! Start making better music and all you consumers out there support your motherfucking artists!! :) Have a lovely day I need some coffee now...

Almost...

So I've recently realized that people around here have become very desensitized, people all over the country have become that way. I mean I could care less about Britney Spears not fucking up again on the VMA's or Lindsay Lohan being a lesbian, keep me informed on the things that are actually effecting my life, keep me informed on the things that I can vote for and change...please? My friend and I were reading the paper recently and there was a picture of Sarah Palin and a little blurb under her face that was comparing her glasses with Tina Fey's and how stylish each was. She is a vice presidential nominee the last thing on our minds should be how stylish her glasses are. I don't know it just bugs me out how unsettlingly blaise everyone can be. I think this election should be turned into a reality television show, one where you could call or text in and vote the one's you dont like off, because the I think people would pay more attention and get more into politics that way. Thats just my idea though. I really had a different idea to write about but Sarah Palin distracted me...and what about Jesse McCartney, what's his deal? Bitches gotta learn...:) Oh and I've almost been alive for two decades, this sunday, that's just queer.